Can’t sleep. Weird day today. Can’t wait until tomorrow to start fresh
I will be honest, I’ve had a very stressful day, and I’m still trying to wind down and relax. It’s hard to cope when you are a smoker who quit because you had a baby who is a non smoker.
I still have a half pack in my dining room buffet. I smell them sometimes. The other day I put one in my mouth and sucked on it and almost had a nicotine induced orgasm. It was pure bliss, but it scared me, so I had to put them away and run out of the room before my kid saw me. I have to save them for a real true emergency.
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